Posted by alexandra_k on July 9, 2005, at 18:31:30
In reply to Re: Seriousness of death, posted by Deneb on July 9, 2005, at 17:24:49
> > ODs are a bad idea because they can lead to injury or death. So do not OD.
> Your message totally took me by surprise. Sympathetic system overdrive after reading it.
> It scared me.Why? Didn't you know that already?
> Don't worry for me people, I'm still a little too fat to die. I don't want to be a fat corpse. I want to lose 15 pounds first.
Why? Are you worried about not looking glam enough in your coffin?
> ODs = unre***ble
> ____ing is probably a better way anyways.When I read these comments I feel really sick way down deep inside me.
Some people have gone through hell because someone close to them has killed themself.
But you play around with the idea.
And I think... I think that disrespects them.
Because it isn't about death anyway. You have admitted that before. It isn't about death anyway.
And I really shouldn't post to you about this stuff when you are in this kind of place because I feel sick and I feel mad with you because of where I have been in my life.
It is painful for me to walk.
Every f*cking day.
Because I was messing around with this sh*t.
And its hard because I remember the feeling of not caring whether I lived or died.
And I do get that.
But...
I don't want to hear about it anymore.
Sorry Jenny, but I can't help you when you are in this kind of mood.
And for myself I need to keep myself safe.
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