Posted by NikkiT2 on October 8, 2003, at 11:50:54
In reply to Re: also others-- a small piece of my mind., posted by HannahW on October 7, 2003, at 19:23:02
I'm sorry I lashed out at the two of you, it was uncalled for.
I'm just fed up with being told that I should act a certain way, and not do what is best for ME, but what is best for other people at the moment. No one seems to be trying to do anything that could make me feel any better (And I'm talking not PB friends here), and I guess that the anger from that simply burst out here.
I know this might sound awful, but I can't say these things to the friends that are putitng pressure on me right now, and so it all gets stored up, and one silly little trigger clicked, and I ended up taking it out on you two, as I don't know you, and wouldn't have any permanent repurcussion from it. I'm not trying to excuse what I did, just explain.
I do apologise.. I just need my time at the moment to get that safe feeling back, and to wait for my new meds to kick in.
Nikki
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