Posted by whiterabbit on July 5, 2003, at 15:47:56
In reply to Re: fixing what isn't yours to fix » Dinah, posted by zenhussy on July 5, 2003, at 15:00:10
Shar PLEASE don't disappear forever. By all means take a break, everyone needs a sabbatical now and then, but don't leave for good, pleeeeease?
God I HATE it when wonderful people drop off the board because of this sort of crap, it's so unnecessary. It actually leaves a hole in my life, it really does, and I don't even care if that sounds pathetic because I must have no "real" friends or whatever...
The truth is that I did intentionally chase off a lot of my friends so they would just leave me the hell alone. The 3-D friends I have left, I don't talk to them about emotional pain and mental disorders and psych medication because I'm afraid they won't understand...rewind...I KNOW they won't understand and I don't want them to back away from me, I don't want to lose EVERYone. I'm not dishonest about it, I just set aside that part of me when I'm with them.
This site is my only outlet to connect with people who do understand that part of me and you do get attached to other posters, you do, even if you would walk right by them on the street. (Or would you? Does one spirit recognize another?)
Shar if you really feel that you have to leave Babble for the sake of your sanity, please send me an e-mail at home, I thought I might even come visit you for a spell the next time I make it to Dallas. The thought of just having no way at all to reach you ever again is a very lonely thought
and not for just me.Man this sucks. I'm off to the store, going to buy some Carolinas and club soda in honor of the fabulous beardedlady, wherever she may be.
-Gracie
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