Posted by tina on January 16, 2003, at 13:57:05
In reply to Re: T.....wondering... » shar, posted by tina on January 15, 2003, at 14:42:12
but I suppose I've done it to myself. I 've pushed people away so hard that they are now lying in domino-rows behind me. I shouldn't expect anyone to still give a damn should I.
The company I work for just filed for bankruptcy protection. Our store will probably close and I'll be out of a job......again.......
It's not like I love this job, it's just that it's the only thing that gets me out of bed. On my days off, I stay in bed and don't eat. I just stare at the ceiling asking myself over and over why I don't just end it all.
Now, I won't have the reason to leave my bed let alone my house. I am so f**king alone all the time but like I said, it's my own damn fault.
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