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Posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:10:53
Don't know how to keep going, no one sees no one there..wish i didn't take life seriously.
There is no love in this world not compassionate..everyone for themselves I'm rotting in so much pain and sleep dreams are cruel.
Can't reach my soul mate..I'm too emotional..I want peace.
This is the only place to scream help in the void.
Posted by Dinah on June 30, 2003, at 22:24:39
In reply to I'm in serious pain it's too much., posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:10:53
I'm so terribly sorry, slinky. You deserve all the best, and I hate that you have to suffer through this. Did anything happen? Or is this one of those infernal mood swings?
There is some compassion in this world, slinky. I see you show it all the time. It just feels differently right now because of the pain. When the pain eases it'll feel different you know.
Please hang on through the worst of it. You're too special to lose. Did your doctor give you anything to blunt the pain? I know you haven't had luck in the past calling him, but if you need help to stay safe, please try. I don't recall your medication history. Klonopin and Risperdal have both been very helpful to me when I'm feeling really agitated.
(((slinky)))
Posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:27:51
In reply to I'm in serious pain it's too much., posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:10:53
Posted by Penny on June 30, 2003, at 22:31:04
In reply to I'm in serious pain it's too much., posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:10:53
Posted by zenhussy on June 30, 2003, at 22:32:16
In reply to There is no heaven but this is hell.. (nm), posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:27:51
Sweetypips,
I've got ice cubes, wet towels and lotsa fans to keep you cool here in hell. Scream away. I'm getting moments on borrowed pcs now and will keep looking/listening for you.
Remember slinky--they walk down stairs alone or in pairs....
You've got many here to be your 'pair'. Just holler and we're here Slinkola.
Here comes the corniness ((slinky)) xoxoxo and a smooch on your beeyoouuteefulll forehead babe.
zennyhussy
Posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:36:48
In reply to Re: I'm in serious pain it's too much. » slinky, posted by Dinah on June 30, 2003, at 22:24:39
i needed something a warmth a safe moment but it was ice cold and my father came to me in a dream..
I get judged and punished for my self.
Longed for a fresh breeze, a change not a saviour but a safe place. Nothing is ideal but the feeling of dread and not comfortable..need something hopeful. heartbreak from a polar bear.
Posted by zenhussy on June 30, 2003, at 22:42:39
In reply to Re: I'm in serious pain it's too much. » Dinah, posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:36:48
> i needed something a warmth a safe moment but it was ice cold and my father came to me in a dream..
> I get judged and punished for my self.
> Longed for a fresh breeze, a change not a saviour but a safe place. Nothing is ideal but the feeling of dread and not comfortable..need something hopeful. heartbreak from a polar bear.Oops hon,
forget the ice cubes and wet towels and fans. I'm now running with cozy blankies and snuggly warm fuzzies to surround you with.
with the greatest of love and affection my darling slinky,
zh
Posted by janejj on June 30, 2003, at 22:43:38
In reply to I'm in serious pain it's too much., posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:10:53
Slinky, sorry to hear you are feeling so bad at the moment.I hope you find some relief soon, try to distract yourself, watch a movie, nothing sad though.
Hope you feel better soon, thinking of you!
Janejj
Posted by Dinah on June 30, 2003, at 22:52:58
In reply to Re: I'm in serious pain it's too much. » Dinah, posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:36:48
I'm so sorry. :(
I long for safe moments and a safe place above all things. I treasure the times I have it.
The polar bear is a fool. Not recognizing a pearl of great price.
I wish I could send you my safe place. It's fresh in my memory. All rosy in hue, soft and light. But with the solidness of dark wood against the light. Substance and light. As I curl in my dark closet, sometimes I can picture it. Sometimes it's more elusive.
Do you have a safe place that you can visit when you close your eyes? If you could create one, how would it look?
Posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 23:06:32
In reply to Re: I'm in serious pain it's too much. » slinky, posted by janejj on June 30, 2003, at 22:43:38
wow. How do i elevate from this one .Feel wasted..but at least I haven't resorted to drink.I was happier alone and mildly delusional.
Relationship hard work..
My meds make me stupid...get angry he said..why?
HE Wants, likes playing the victim. I want to evolve and find contentment I don't want to die but just the daily pain is no quality of life--can;'t motivate to create--maybe isolation nu emotional destraction. Living in my head is safer..false promises false hope to dissapointment.
Posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 23:15:45
In reply to Re: I'm in serious pain it's too much. » slinky, posted by Dinah on June 30, 2003, at 22:52:58
, sunlight shining through leaves I become the breeze in the trees
Posted by Emme on June 30, 2003, at 23:59:31
In reply to I'm in serious pain it's too much., posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:10:53
I hope we can all punch a big hole in your pain and give you some relief. I know, it feels inescapable, the pain. Keep writing here, and scream to us as loud as you need to.
Emme
Posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 23:59:56
In reply to I'm in serious pain it's too much., posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:10:53
sedated i smell pine trees and the trees stand like soldiers protective as i walk the path - will the path get narrow or lead to the blue.
Do i awake or drift freefall through infinity where the universe digests my stale energy .
Any tips on how to become a bitch..the harder the fall the nicer i become ??..enter oblivion ..death the punchline ha ha, wake up and realise it was just a bad dream
Posted by slinky on July 1, 2003, at 0:12:29
In reply to Re: I'm in serious sedation, posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 23:59:56
hopefully the one i misswill hold my hand and say it doesn't matter just imagine the impossible beauty and enjuy leave all cravings and ties that bind a thoughtless bliss adrift...free from pains and feeble crazyworld. I'll be a spiritual astronaut.
Posted by Dinah on July 1, 2003, at 5:30:30
In reply to Re: I'm too tired to post, posted by slinky on July 1, 2003, at 0:12:29
Slinky, it's good to get some sleep. I always try to imagine my safe place and sleep some when I'm feeling agitated. It helps a lot. Forgetting sleep if I'm lucky.
But please hang on thru the bad feelings. Apart from all else (like we love you, and you are a very special person), no man in the world is worth this kind of hell. Especially a man who doesn't fully appreciate your beauty and kindness.
It is easier to be alone sometimes in any relationship. It's way easier to be alone than to be with someone who hurts us. Slinky, hold out for someone who doesn't hurt you more than the average relationship does. And don't let him win. I can't give you advice on how to get angry. Angry has never been my forte. But how about stubborn? I'm great at stubborn. Just don't let the pain he caused you wear you down. There's enough pain in life as it is. Someone who would cause you more isn't worth feeling pain over. Although I realize it's not a choice. (((slinky)))
Hold on, slinky, and the worst will pass.
Posted by bobby on July 1, 2003, at 7:42:05
In reply to Re: I'm too tired to post, posted by slinky on July 1, 2003, at 0:12:29
I hope you're just charging your batteries Dreamer. Please hold on for mania--soon come
Posted by Dinah on July 1, 2003, at 21:41:49
In reply to I'm in serious pain it's too much., posted by slinky on June 30, 2003, at 22:10:53
Posted by noa on July 1, 2003, at 21:49:51
In reply to Re: I'm too tired to post, posted by slinky on July 1, 2003, at 0:12:29
Slinky?
I'm sorry you are in such pain. Now that tomorrow is here, I hope you are feeling better today.
Posted by slinky on July 3, 2003, at 23:28:06
In reply to Re: I'm too tired to post (((Slinky))), posted by noa on July 1, 2003, at 21:49:51
Posted by Dinah on July 3, 2003, at 23:48:37
In reply to I'm feeling much better~thanks everyone x (nm), posted by slinky on July 3, 2003, at 23:28:06
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