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Posted by AdaGrace on May 31, 2005, at 17:43:37
It just won't go away.
This feeling of nothingness he left behind.
Why does the news of his marriage make any difference since he was gone anyway?I know that answer.
Because as long as he didn't marry her, I thought I still had a chance.
But that was a lie I told myself.
Posted by Susan47 on May 31, 2005, at 19:41:28
In reply to I can't stop crying, posted by AdaGrace on May 31, 2005, at 17:43:37
You make this guy sound like a saint. You don't give any details.. are you afraid of the details, do you need him to be bigger than he really is? I mean, why not tell us some of his habits, good and bad, give us a general physical description, you know, like, does he have big feet? Hah. I just realized, that is too too funny. Sheesh.
Posted by AdaGrace on May 31, 2005, at 23:38:22
In reply to Re: I can't stop crying, posted by Susan47 on May 31, 2005, at 19:41:28
He wrapped my heart up in a warm quilt and held it securely for 4 years. Yes, he has faults, of course he was an *ss. But my heart belonged to him. My soul was his as well. I will never be the same. NEVER.
Posted by Susan47 on June 1, 2005, at 13:45:45
In reply to Re: I can't stop crying » Susan47, posted by AdaGrace on May 31, 2005, at 23:38:22
Now why does that sound like you've made a deal with the devil.
Posted by Susan47 on June 1, 2005, at 13:55:21
In reply to Re: I can't stop crying » Susan47, posted by AdaGrace on May 31, 2005, at 23:38:22
You are totally NOT talking about the same man as the one who often said he'd call and didn't.
No.
Because there's nothing warm about that.
Nothing safe.
Nothing secure.
Just a bit of silly Susan coming up, but honestly, AdaGrace, Gracie you sweetie, you gave your soul to the devil. Now take it back.
Posted by AdaGrace on June 5, 2005, at 11:19:34
In reply to Re: I can't stop crying, posted by Susan47 on June 1, 2005, at 13:55:21
When I read these posts from the dark times, I am amazed at the way I sound so desperate. Sickeningly desperate.
Yet now I seem to have mellowed the fears and the aspirations of death.
What is still scary is how the ups and downs are now shorter but closer together. Sometimes within the same day. Scares me just a bit. Makes me wonder if I am simply going insane quicker, or easing the hills and the valleys so close together that they will merge into a plateau..............
Mmmm now how was that for philisoficalness.
And WTF cares if I spelled that correctly.
ppppfffffffff
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