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Posted by happyflower on May 28, 2005, at 8:06:02
Lost Love ( in memory of Jeremy B.)
Our kindered spirts so pure and precious.
Warm summer days of living in the moment.
Tender deep heart connections felt between us.
Innocently dreaming of our future as one.
Leaving me scared of my true feelings.
My ignorance stomped on your heart
leaving us both hurting and lost.
Learning of your sudden death, shook my being.
No second chances to rectify my mistake
Frozen with guilt unable to pay my last respects
So ashamed for avoiding your grieving parents
Feelings to unbearable to accept your last gift.
Someday I hope to forgive myself for losing my love, a connection taht will never fade, that leaves me longing for what could have been.
A love taht will always be a part of me. A love never felt again. A life without you.
Posted by Damos on May 30, 2005, at 17:38:59
In reply to Lost Love, posted by happyflower on May 28, 2005, at 8:06:02
That was beautiful happyflower. I'd like to hear more if you feeling like telling.
Posted by happyflower on May 30, 2005, at 18:42:09
In reply to Re: Lost Love, posted by Damos on May 30, 2005, at 17:38:59
What would you like to more of? :) I don't mind sharing.
Posted by happyflower on May 30, 2005, at 19:42:21
In reply to Re: Lost Love, posted by Damos on May 30, 2005, at 17:38:59
This is written for my 1st true love that I met the last couple of weeks of my senior year of college on an art field trip. We had so much in common, enjoyed each others company, but it was purely innocent, no sexual pressure or anything. We just talked, drawed, and enjoyed each other. We got very close but when I met him at his house one day, I found out he was from a very rich family and lived basically in a mansion. It freaked me out because I came from an abusive home that was nothing compared to his life. So I decided he deserved someone much better than me, and I broke up with him. Then I came to my senses a day later. Well during the next day at work, I heard on the radio that he was killed in a car accident. It totally tore me up because I broke his heart and made him cry and plus if he was with me that day, the accident wouldn't of happened. This was in 1988 but I will always remember "our summer"
Posted by Damos on May 30, 2005, at 21:47:45
In reply to Re: Lost Love, posted by happyflower on May 30, 2005, at 19:42:21
Thank you for sharing that happyflower (love your tag).
Yes, the why's, what if's and what might have beens. I know my life's full of them. '88 was a big year, the woman I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with and I suffered a miscarriage back then and lost not only our child but each other and ourselves as well. I posted on writing about it back in Feb I think. Amazing that you can not really deal with something till nearly 20 years later, an djust how much hurt and guilt and other stuff you can keep buried deep inside.
I really hope you've loved and been loved since then.
Thanks again for sharing.
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