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Posted by Broken on February 15, 2005, at 17:55:28
Like a Phoenix from the ashes
Lazarus from the grave
Resurrection is upon me
My personal hell lost it's slaveMy precious night now enfolds me
It's loving arms hold me tight
But no fear of isolation
Pushes me towards the lightThe demons that surround me
One by one now fade away
Free from their constant whispering
My sanity promises to stayWe all know each other quite well
The demons, sanity, and my personal hell
It seems we've all reached an agreement
How long it lasts, no one can tell
Posted by Susan47 on February 15, 2005, at 23:24:29
In reply to Resurrection, posted by Broken on February 15, 2005, at 17:55:28
That's lovely, Broken.
Posted by AdaGrace on March 8, 2005, at 7:03:45
In reply to Resurrection, posted by Broken on February 15, 2005, at 17:55:28
I've never really considered this a personal hell I have inflicted upon myself, always blames others for the hell I live. Of course I blame myself for the pain, but never depicted it as a hell. Until now. Until you explained it the way you did.
Is it a good thing to know this? I don't know.
AdaGrace
Posted by Broken on March 8, 2005, at 9:32:31
In reply to Re: Resurrection » Broken, posted by AdaGrace on March 8, 2005, at 7:03:45
AdaGrace,
Perhaps this was a trigger, I apologize if it was. It was written on a particularly good day, when I thought I could feel everything coming together for me. I personalize my problems, or my condition, it gives me "someone" to fight instead of "some thing". Makes it easier for me.
My personal hell was one I created for myself. Never letting go of the past, hanging on to every last ounce of pain. It was supposed to drive me, push me, I was supposed to use it. Instead I found out the only thing I was using it for, was an excuse for being an *ss. I was begging someone, anyone, to pity me.
The above was for me personally. I am absolutely not suggesting or insinuating anyone else is doing the same. But I was and I am actually embarrassed that I let it go on so long.
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