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Posted by sienna on March 23, 2003, at 18:40:12
i dont know why but i feel like all my words are twisting around and not makign sense i feel bad and i dont explain it. bad sienna not consise and bad sienna leaving messages for pdoc and sw and didnt call back and now they will get it monday an di want to erase it and take it back. but if i call to say that its ok that i made it through but they say to call if there is trouble but there is always trobue so when to call and i called friday to becuase i freaked out its friday nad a whole weekend and med changes and what if something bad happens... then they didn tcall back but then i couldnt sleep and call the psych nurse who is seemiingly annoyed with me so i took what she said and went to sleep finally but then slept 17 hours right through school and everything else saturday. So i take a litlte less lsat nite and is fine but noncompliant now so i go tomorrow and tell them, but should i call my pdoc and say what happened or is its just bad sienna bad bad bad never doing the right thing.
bad sienna why cant you listen bad sienna read the directions bad sienna do what we say bad sienna noncompliant ....
bad sienna wants to hide under the covers and come out when things get better by themselfves.
Posted by Dinah on March 23, 2003, at 18:50:18
In reply to sienna feeling stupid, posted by sienna on March 23, 2003, at 18:40:12
You were just feeling bad and reached out to those who are supposed to help you. If they can't answer the calls themselves, they're supposed to have something in place to help you.
Sometimes when I'm not feeling well, or if I'm mad at myself, I think that everyone else must feel the same way about me. I do that often with my therapist. If I'm mad at myself or embarassed, I think he must be mad at me or laughing at me. And we've gotten to the point where he can talk to me about it, and I listen.
I can't tell you the number of times I've left messages I've later regretted and wished I could take back. It can't be done, so there's no point in regretting it. It was a reflection of how you felt at the time, and is therefore important information to them. Don't worry about it.
And Sienna, if you enjoy reading Oddipus's self love posts, go ahead and make a few yourself. You might find that you can make yourself smile. :)
Posted by sienna on March 23, 2003, at 19:06:14
In reply to Re: sienna NOT stupid, posted by Dinah on March 23, 2003, at 18:50:18
Dinah angel, {do you mind that?? is just you are always so great to everyone like a angel}
thanks i do feel stupid but i fele less so now.
but its a real feelign and posting here makes me feel more real, when i am unreal.maybe i will try thtat self love posting. and see. i know i cant take the message back, i left a new one for my pdoc esplainging what i said before and saying he doesnt need to call me back just htat i feel horrible and need him to know that im not uncompliant becuase i had to reduce the dose. im trying to get to his target dose, but i have to be able to get up by 5pm if ya know hat im saying. hehe.
im giving myself a hug and going to go make some ceramics stuff.
sienna p.s. thanks you
Posted by Dinah on March 23, 2003, at 19:17:05
In reply to Re: sienna NOT stupid, posted by sienna on March 23, 2003, at 19:06:14
Posted by sienna on March 23, 2003, at 19:21:29
In reply to Re: Terrific job with the self love! (nm) » sienna, posted by Dinah on March 23, 2003, at 19:17:05
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