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Posted by Gabbi on July 24, 2002, at 16:46:55
Dear Bobby
You know I had a 6th sense that you would feel that way. Well actually it was because I would have reacted the same way. Seeing that I'd responded to other letters you wer'e probably thinking "Well she's seen my letter, and she's been at the computer so I wonder if she's ignoring me".
Not at all
Its just that today I'm exhausted, literally no sleep for 3 days, (benzo withdrawl) so tired I'm hallucinating.
Your letter actually required some thought on my part. So I have to answer it when I'm not thinking through cement. I loved being called "her royal gabbiness' I will be back soon.
H.R.G
Posted by Bobby on July 24, 2002, at 16:57:34
In reply to re: I hope I haven't offended gabbi, posted by Gabbi on July 24, 2002, at 16:46:55
That sure made me feel better Gabbi. Now drink a glass of warm milk and get some sleep...I've been there and I know it is maddening without the meds. please write back when you feel like it. Bobby
Posted by Gabbi on July 24, 2002, at 20:37:38
In reply to re: I hope I haven't offended gabbi » Gabbi, posted by Bobby on July 24, 2002, at 16:57:34
That was sweet, Thanks Bobby,
I'm into a fresh familiy induced form of hell this after noon which I won't get into... I might be back on tonight, if not tomorrow.Thanks again.
Til later
Me
Posted by Bobby on July 24, 2002, at 21:54:44
In reply to re: Princess Gabbi » Bobby, posted by Gabbi on July 24, 2002, at 20:37:38
I'll see you there!! Watch and see.....Bobby
Posted by Gabbi on July 25, 2002, at 18:46:31
In reply to re: Princess Gabbi » Bobby, posted by Bobby on July 24, 2002, at 21:54:44
You mean you will see me in family induced hell?
Well I guess many of us could see each other there.I didn't get to pick up the C.D. yesterday. Because of the hell.
And regarding your letter to me....
I don't think that I've been thrown any particular curveballs but the depression turns everything into one.Hmm. Interesting regarding the everyone having some degree of hope... I'd be tempted to say if you feel that way then you've never been clinically depressed. But how would I really know It would be like me knowng how an apple tastes to you.
And I still don't know whether its hope or fear of a painful death that keeps me alive. Mostly I think its just the effect it would on my family that bothers me.
As for not having a home, I think thats a choice I've made though one I complain about. I could acknowledge my situation and live in a seedy hotel, or apply for depressingly generic subsidized housing.
This way, I can still be in denial.
And spend the money I do have on exotic fruit, good books and not have to buy crates of macaroni and other generic dried canned food with Blue and Yellow labels. (at least thats how they are here.) Not that I'm saying that doing that is a bad thing,it would really be sensible. Its just different priorities.Oh I'm still not making sense forgive me
I have to stop right here. I think I might be able to sleep right now!, and I can't miss the opportunity.Princess Gabbi
Posted by Dinah on July 25, 2002, at 19:35:54
In reply to re: Princess Gabbi » Bobby, posted by Gabbi on July 25, 2002, at 18:46:31
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