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Posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 16:55:44
Not certain if I've missed my pillz hopeing this state of emergency is due to that, so much sleep.The nightmares have returned where I'm walking on molten ground after an explosion my stumps/feet burning beyond pain.
Spitting flesh from my mouth my limbs bubbling and sticky and journalists with smiles asking questions one points out my state of undress in sexual tone I ask to be covered. Water is thrown onto my body for temporary relief.
I feel bad cause babies burn like plastic and I don't want to help.
A bird pecks the eyes of a sleeping cat. I need a ciggerette futile and stupid it sticks to the congealing blood .
I return to the scene I cannot leave I see others still standing trapped , someone shoots with a gun.
Thing is I know how the fire started but the story's been told different no one would listen to me and I don't want any more pain, telling the truth would get me killed.
A year later- a victim is proud of her skin grafts I return to the derelict charred shell and I am sure I still see people standing waiting.I awoke crying holding out a arm for strength. I am alone all that would calm is the image of his feminine eyes. I don't know him the real him but the idea of him -us being in love.....ahhh the dreamer.
Dreamer posting to herself
The moral of this.....don't miss your efexor....that's all folks....enter smiley bunny.
Posted by sar on November 22, 2001, at 17:22:39
In reply to Dear Dr. Eamer, posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 16:55:44
oh dreamer,
i've read that effexor/missing effexor can cause nightmares and horribly vivid dreams.
i hope you feel better.
i don't know if this would fit your regimen at all, but have you considered neurontin? i have the most beautiful, happiest, vivid dreams on it (1800 mg daily). i'm big on sleep and dream interpretation (Ann Faraday) so this pleases me.
have you discussed this with a doc other than the esteemed Dr. Eamer?
love,
sar
Posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 18:03:01
In reply to Re: Dear Dr. Eamer » dreamer, posted by sar on November 22, 2001, at 17:22:39
> oh dreamer,
>
> i've read that effexor/missing effexor can cause nightmares and horribly vivid dreams.
>
> i hope you feel better.
>
> i don't know if this would fit your regimen at all, but have you considered neurontin? i have the most beautiful, happiest, vivid dreams on it (1800 mg daily). i'm big on sleep and dream interpretation (Ann Faraday) so this pleases me.
>
> have you discussed this with a doc other than the esteemed Dr. Eamer?
>
> love,
> sar
Hi sweetykins,Neurotin......in uk?..will look it up though the docs here have to work within budget they got incompetent bowel syndrome , hence takes years to get right combo.
Depending on my behaviuor Efexor + Remeron + Depakote have been sketchy- planned this whilst danger manic....maybe in the year 2010 :-O
Bad luck dished out lately been doing crazy fings well you feel nothing too lose and I'm mental case so what the hell.
Maybe doing crazy will get me sorted medwise.
Hard to keep away from new obbsession .
You feeling better now? comes and goes eh you still psycho-slutt-me jealous...need brainz mashed to pulp in non stop sexstacy I'm so fussy need the chemistry the obsession otherwise I'd be sorted. Hey this mean I'm old fash romantic.......?
Im a rapido cycling wiv no brakes my spaceship out of juice no visits to planet frukkit lately.
What the hell am i on bout....dreamer sending the pixies of euphoria your way.
love+love+love+love++
Posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 21:33:24
In reply to Dear Dr. Eamer, posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 16:55:44
Mood disorder or this goddam efexor?
Don't wanna die don't wanna live senario and just convinced myself that the docs are just biding time till I top myself....?
Laughing then crying then cutting now horny, what?
No one fuckin here, crisis line crap don't wanna talk just ......where do I meet Mr. Morphine.tHIS DUE TO MISSING DOSE?oops naughty caps lock.
Took dose 3 hrs ago chewed couple of balls feel as if I wanna turn myself inside out give myself a good clean maybe thats wat the belly buttons for -press for xpress clean no spin nah..useless.dreamer wishing for dissasociation.
Posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 21:55:58
In reply to Re: fuctup, posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 21:33:24
rescue me pills in shining armour, amour.
head full of abuse so I abuse my head to rid memories.....visual memory see.To expensive to fix the engine worthless no family/friends to fight for my rights pist-on no oil loveless sad case useless tosser.
Care today to fill the file tommorrow you fight with lions.
We like it when you talk dirty. I'm ashamed to be human for I fall in the traps and lose myself.
Pretence station all change tickets ready beware of smiles always look at hands they speak volumes.
Once cracked manipulate it's easy, see the invisible here the subliminal entertain put a smile on the face that doesn't twitch then there yours for a while.
Posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 22:09:36
In reply to Re: fuctup, posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 21:55:58
You know what really saddens me .....the tower the news-UK more concerned bout building didn't it register PING them people throwing themselves off, yesterday whilst asleep I think i got just a micro snippet of that unimaginable feeling beyond feeling don't wanna fry think I'll take my chances jump and hope I won't die.
It aint disneyland no cartoon they didn't get up with circling stars and say again that was a good old adrenaline rush What did you say empathy oh thought you offered me a cup of tea.
Excuse me while I play with myself watched CRASH five times Cronenberg hey maybe scoop up them bodies and call it art whatdeyah say Damien Hurst what? it's been done shit thought it was unique concept maybe I'll bury em on Mars , now say think of a catchy epitath then well get a pizza and be dandy.
Posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 22:14:30
In reply to Re: fuctup, posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 22:09:36
Posted by sar on November 22, 2001, at 23:42:43
In reply to Re: fuctup, posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 22:09:36
INVITATION
If you are a dreamer, come in,
If you are a dreamer, a wisher, a liar,
A hope-er, a pray-er, a magic bean buyer...
If you're a pretender, come sit by my fire
For we have some flax-golden tales to spin.
Come in!
Come in!--Shel Silverstein
Posted by sar on November 22, 2001, at 23:48:17
TWO BOXES
Two boxes met upon the road.
Said one to the other,
"If you're a box,
And I'm a box,
Then you must be my brother.
Our sides are thin,
We're cavin' in,
And we must get no thinner."
And so two boxes, hand in hand,
Went home to have their dinner.
--Shel SilversteinDreamer~and how are you now? i am sneezing, throat sore from bottle of chardonnay and subsequent nap, horrible thanksgiving, sleepless and cold...
ya got my kozmic love, box-sister...
Posted by kid_A on November 23, 2001, at 10:14:48
In reply to next!, posted by sar on November 22, 2001, at 23:48:17
missed effexor dose, been there, ouch, sleepless endless nameless... today for some stupid reason instead of bringing my xanax to work, i brought the gigantic bottle of effexor... as if thats gonna do me any good... ARGHHH... great a whole day to look forward to full of hypertension....drowning in a sea of anxiety...
Posted by susan C on November 23, 2001, at 12:54:25
In reply to Re: Sorry Dr Bob -only swear Fridays (nm), posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 22:14:30
Firetruck
mouse in the dentist chair
susan C
Posted by Willow on November 23, 2001, at 18:23:34
In reply to what word starts with 'f' and ends with 'u-c-k'??? » dreamer, posted by susan C on November 23, 2001, at 12:54:25
Mouse
Anytime you need a job, you'll have one as a comedian at my house. As usual the pays not good, but the little ones are sure to share their snacks with you.
Laughing Willow
Posted by dreamer on November 23, 2001, at 18:33:44
In reply to what word starts with 'f' and ends with 'u-c-k'??? » dreamer, posted by susan C on November 23, 2001, at 12:54:25
> mouse in the dentist chair
> susan CHi MM ,
Ain't a sexy xperience and them hook things scraping my GOOD tooth -aaaagggh thats a good en !I protested, even 2 ativan couldn't transport my mind to a summers day.
Love the chair though I want one but not in tan ,
Dentists are butchers.
Final result perfect nashers.
Epitath she died of brain implosion but had beautiful teeth.dreamer shiny smiley.
Posted by dreamer on November 23, 2001, at 18:36:27
In reply to Re: what word starts with 'f' and ends with 'u-c-k'??? » susan C, posted by Willow on November 23, 2001, at 18:23:34
Posted by dreamer on November 23, 2001, at 18:39:07
In reply to At Terror St. and Agony Way...., posted by kid_A on November 23, 2001, at 10:14:48
Posted by dreamer on November 23, 2001, at 19:26:08
In reply to Re: Sorry Dr Bob -only swear Fridays (nm), posted by dreamer on November 22, 2001, at 22:14:30
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