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Posted by Amandafran on January 10, 2007, at 18:58:55
Nobody loves me. I feel so lost in this world and that my life is a movie and I am just playing a part in it.. I am wasting space in this world. Nobody cares about me and I couldnt even get in to see my therapist today. (I had an appt scheduled for today BUT, I had to cancel because I had a coworker out and I had to stay and work because she wasnt going to be there. But, the entire morning my boss was trying to get me to call my T ...I didnt want to because I knew that when I got back from my appt. I would have waaay to much work to do...so I didnt want to make myself more oerwhelmed.
But I get these feelings every once in a while and it drives me NUTS. I start feeling that no one in the world cares about me .. not even my therapist..and I was about to email him and checked my messages and he had emailed me a couple of sentences saying that he was sorry we couldnt work something out today but that he would see me NEXT WEEK. HA. I cant wait until next week to talk to him! I want someone to talk to NOW. I hate feeling so alone in the world. I dont know what to do with myself.
I need support and yet my therapist cannot even meet with me....next week is a LONG ways away.
Posted by ClearSkies on January 10, 2007, at 19:08:26
In reply to NOBODY LOVES ME, posted by Amandafran on January 10, 2007, at 18:58:55
Ehhhh... I hear the sound of depression stomping through the room. What an awful place to find ourselves in.
You are loved, Amandafran. You are god's perfect child, as am I. The cloak of my depression falls heavily over my eyes. It makes me unable to see the love that surrounds all of us. It's there, though. Please trust me on this one.
I want you to:
hold your arms out straight to both sides.
lift them up so they are parallel to your shoulders (looks like you are going to fly).
cross those arms in front of you.
grab your shoulders.
squeeze gently.And that, is the universe, giving you a hug.
((((Amandafran))))
Posted by karen_kay on January 11, 2007, at 6:48:12
In reply to Re: someBODY LOVES ME » Amandafran, posted by ClearSkies on January 10, 2007, at 19:08:26
so sorry to hear about your feelings right now. i think, from time to time, we all feel like that. but, we aren't all as lucky as you to have gotten a reply like that.
((((af))))
(((((cs))))cs, that was beautiful. i'm a bit moved (or it might be the cinnamon roll i had for breakfast.)
Posted by justyourlaugh on January 11, 2007, at 10:48:44
In reply to Re: someBODY LOVES ME » Amandafran, posted by ClearSkies on January 10, 2007, at 19:08:26
amanda..
ill be right over to your desk with a pot of earl grey and toasted tomato sandwiches..
post again real soon!
Posted by Phillipa on January 13, 2007, at 20:55:29
In reply to Re: someBODY LOVES ME, posted by justyourlaugh on January 11, 2007, at 10:48:44
jyl how do you toast tomato soup? My kids still accuse me of feeding them tomato soup with cream cheese and jelly sandwiches. What 's wrong with that? Love Phllipa
Posted by Amandafran on January 13, 2007, at 21:00:29
In reply to Re: someBODY LOVES ME » justyourlaugh, posted by Phillipa on January 13, 2007, at 20:55:29
Im not doing well at all...my medication is messing up and I feel like the world is against me and no one cares about me. I feel so alone in the world and Im at the point of giving in and admitting myself to the psych center...I dont want to but Im sick and tired of my life right now and all the responsibilities of it...to be able to let go would mean that I wouldnt have responsibilities and that someone else could care for me and it would give me a break from reality...but at the same time that cost money and I dont have the money to do so. Im so tired and exhausted just being me. I had a melt down friday and had to go see my T ...and I told him my life felt like a movie and I cannot remember the last time I was NOT feeling this way...which is really sad. I need someone to listen to me and yet I have no one...Im so alone and scared.
Posted by Phillipa on January 13, 2007, at 21:29:19
In reply to Re: someBODY LOVES ME, posted by Amandafran on January 13, 2007, at 21:00:29
Well I feel like you do too as no med has ever given me a remittance feel like a phooney on here giving out advise. And I've been in the hospital never again as no one takes care of you. They say they have groups but everywhere I've been they are either cancelled or don't apply to the patient population. And the docs see you for about 5 minutes. Must be on time for food, meds, etc. It has always taken me weeks to recover from the hospital. I guess if you're actively suicidal they will keep you safe. But they don't wait to see if meds work. If anyone knows of a hospital that does let me know as I'll be on an airplane tomorrow. Love Phillipa
Posted by Phillipa on January 14, 2007, at 12:24:20
In reply to NOBODY LOVES ME, posted by Amandafran on January 10, 2007, at 18:58:55
Amanadafam I'm sorry for my post last night. Wasn't feeling very well. But that's no excuse. Please except my apology. Love Phillipa
Posted by Declan on January 17, 2007, at 16:42:45
In reply to NOBODY LOVES ME, posted by Amandafran on January 10, 2007, at 18:58:55
The reason why love is so precious in this world is that there is so little of it.
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