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Posted by Deneb on June 23, 2007, at 21:11:03
This is a bit crazy of me, but I want to lose a lot of weight and impress Dr. Bob with my weight loss.
I don't think he cares about my weight. I dunno why I think I can impress him this way.
My goal is to be 90 pounds or less the next time I see him.
Maybe he will think I'm disciplined if I lose 23% or more of my body weight. Maybe he'll think, wow, Deneb sure lost a lot of weight! She must have a lot of discipline.
So now on the weekdays I'm going to eat only a sandwich with no cheese or mayo, a multi-vitamin and 2 calcium chews. I'll eat half the sandwich at 2:30 PM and the other half at 8 PM. I've done this on 3 days so far and it's doable. On the weekends I have to eat more because my Mom is with me all day and I have to eat.
I'm going to do this from now on and hopefully I will be about 90 pounds soon. I can do this! I'm going to impress Bob with my weight loss, just like how other people impress others with their weight loss.
Deneb*
Posted by wishingstar on June 23, 2007, at 21:25:31
In reply to Losing weight for Bob?, posted by Deneb on June 23, 2007, at 21:11:03
Posted by Deneb on June 23, 2007, at 21:41:01
In reply to Losing weight for Bob?, posted by Deneb on June 23, 2007, at 21:11:03
I kind of forgot this is Babble and Babble has a different attitude than the other forum I go to. This post was a mistake. I don't want to upset people.
I'm really sorry.
Posted by karen_kay on June 26, 2007, at 22:46:53
In reply to Losing weight for Bob?, posted by Deneb on June 23, 2007, at 21:11:03
(((deneb)))
perhaps you could instead impress mister bob by taking very good care of yourself, so the next time you meet he could think 'wowsa! deneb sure looks good and she's taking such good care of herself! i'm so impressed with her and proud of her!'
((((deneb))))) i'm thinking about you dear and sendig positive thoughts your way. i hope you take care of yourself. i'm sure mister bob hopes you take very good care of yourself as well, as i'm certain he'd want to see you looking and feeling your best, which would be healthy and happy!!!!!take very good care of that very special person we all know and love ((((((deneb)))))
Posted by Deneb on July 11, 2007, at 0:58:11
In reply to Re: Losing weight for Bob?, posted by karen_kay on June 26, 2007, at 22:46:53
Oops, sorry I forgot to reply to you kk. Thanks for your reply and for the hugs. (((kk)))
Posted by Deneb on August 19, 2007, at 21:59:57
In reply to Re: Losing weight for Bob? » karen_kay, posted by Deneb on July 11, 2007, at 0:58:11
I hate my body. I'm going to meet babblers soon and I'm still fat. I need to starve, but I don't have enough discipline.
I haven't purged since Feb. My pdoc thinks Prozac is helping. I still think about purging when I overeat, but I force myself not to.
I need to lose weight the healthy way. My goal is to eat a healthy 1200 kcal/day diet rich in vegetables and calcium rich foods. Wish me luck.
Posted by Deneb on August 25, 2007, at 0:06:28
In reply to Re: Losing weight for Bob?, posted by Deneb on August 19, 2007, at 21:59:57
I restricted all day (2 coffees, 130 g shrimp salad, small chicken breast) and then I ate a row of cookies. I hate myself. I want to die. I want to die. I ate those cookies now I want to die.
I'm so fat I could just die. I hate myself! I hate this fat me. I hate! I hate!
I hate feeling this way. I wish I could be a normal person and be fat and still be OK with myself.
I just want to die or something. I just want to be thin. When I'm thin everything will be OK.
I hate myself! I want to be thin.
Posted by Sara101 on November 11, 2007, at 23:35:49
In reply to Re: I'm sooo upset *trigger*, posted by Deneb on August 25, 2007, at 0:06:28
Hi Deneb,
I am a sociology master's student and I'm doing research on the social construction of anorexia/bulimia as a problem in society. I am interested in learning more about how your eating disorder started. First of all, why do YOU think you want to be thin(er)?
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