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Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 25, 2018, at 1:24:55
just wondering, my lamotrigine was increased to 400mg, it starts to work and i feel less scattered and moody, but i have to say ... like I've posted here before, my original diagnosis was ADHD, and depression. After all those traumatic events of being ripped off everything and thrown on anti-psychotics, basically, i just stayed with it, mood stabilizers do work, i feel less irritable and scattered, gives a stable feeling. But.. have to say, there is some dopamine depletion, when i get on net, ill run out of ideas to do, and not be spontaneous, i hope that stuff dl-pheanyaline didn't damage the nervous system, so stupid. Fell spacey sometimes, but obviously, i've got to move on and not stay in this drift, i don't really know what's gonna come next. I've resorted to being own therapist an spending long hours writing what feels and mapping out solutions. Staying up nights, planning on the person i want to become, and how to handle stress and problems. I was thankful for my past therapists and doctors, but they're gone, and I'm left only to myself to figure out what to do. I've learned to enhance insight, and build ideas and insight, being away from medical help, mind just took it's used to venture out and create things. Still, i don't know ... i hope i don't stay adrift anymore. To do anything requires choice and action. It's just when i get out, and start doing work or ... i frequently fail or fall behind, so it's kinda of a fear. Hopefully, I'll move out, and teach myself to do things, learn to solve cognitive problems through analysis, and action. That's all i just wanted to write, been holding that in for a while. This is just a thought, i really don't wnat this to be a headline or direct post, i just wanted to write what feel. Anyways, that's it. Thanks for reading, and good vibes.
Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 30, 2018, at 0:57:28
In reply to log 2018, posted by rjlockhart37 on September 25, 2018, at 1:24:55
started to remember things that happened, there's not a lot of life events to show haven't really gotten anywhere except expanding mind, and seeing things different....believe me there are many other people that have had worse things happen to them, always know that like people who were in world war 1 and were totally forgotten about, or just ... there are many traumatic memories and pain people have gone through in the past. Worse events, just past times. I don't think what happened trauma because thinking of past people of having worse situations, that levels it out. I just keep it discreet and have my own time, ....suck it up and keep going... it's a term I've heard, That is the best advice even though it' generic, it's a good indicator to not drop in your own emotions. Have own time, and then you just keep going. My small advice is becoming a new person...have in-depth thought, and changing your viewpoint of life, and yourself, music, and emotions. Listen to music, and let your emotions link to it, it can help you grow and see things better. We'll at least that's what helped me.... thank you for readings this, good cheers to you and happiness
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