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Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 8, 2008, at 22:58:17
Hi...
The past few days, i cannot explain what is happening, i need to get an MRI, or something that will "x-ray" the nerve systems in the body.
Today....for some reason i showed up to work, but i had this feeling, it wasnt "sick" virus, or anything, but i came home....and i passed out for 7 hours. What i think...."i put away stress" i hide it, (sometimes) it depends on what situations.
But you see i have no idea, if i'm going to pass out, wreck the car or something.....
I got up today, felt just "wierd", i've had a post that talked about derealization, and i take my dexedrine, and that helped, but in the middle of the day, i just sensed this "faint", system breakbreak down feeling. Why is....it like this? people yell at me, i stare, then, in the car...i'm just prayed to the father that wouldnt pass out or wreck it.
What's going on? MRI? PET scan? to see what wrong?
rj
Posted by Phillipa on December 9, 2008, at 0:56:54
In reply to What are events that occur into a breakdown?, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 8, 2008, at 22:58:17
Hey what's going on? Seeing the therapist and taking prescribed meds don't know what's going on. Love Phillipa
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 9, 2008, at 5:15:57
In reply to Re: What are events that occur into a breakdown? » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Phillipa on December 9, 2008, at 0:56:54
hi...
its 5am, can't sleep. I just want this period to just go away, i've had these episodes before, "complete derealization", this time its at a peak.
Seeing these post, i can see that this is maybe, "people dont know how to help"
They dont know what to say.....that's life, people have offered help, i declined it, because the help there offering, isnt accecptable, like going to hospital, or seeing a psychiatrist that treats you like number, rather than patient, no...and that is a big "No".
I'm fed with this therpist/psychiatrist sh*t, why dont i see a psychiatrist, well paid, well-reputation that can understand me fully, i can talk, he can give advice about indepth thoughts. This "today" see a therpist and work with a psychiatrist, is b*llsh*t, see a psychiatrist and tell them, for a at least an 45min what's going on. Therpist just "plan out hopelness" that's why i dont like them, seen 4. Fed up!
and.....being locked away in some danmed aylum where they give you Haliperidol (Haldol) which is actually the worst place anyone could be. Haldol, i've read causes "stare, drouling of the mouth, lifelessness"
Having emotions at least...is some good.No.....because the result, it will do nothing. I'll read about it, and i know i'm not going to be in a "medical torchure" hell.
I'm not myself right now, i dont what's happened, this passive agressive like personality is becoming me.
Well, i gotta get to bed. Work.....and especially during this period, it's bad.
By the way....can you spell the word H-A-T-E with a burning passion, of a family who "removes" someone from everything. I've got ideas about getting out, i just dont care, i dont a feelings, and that's good because, if your family insults you, that's not your family, that's just another dumbass who lives in life.
What are doing for the holidays?
Babblemail, but i havent checked my email, funny dr-bob christmas, in chicago.
Maybe it will happen.
rj
Posted by paxvox59 on December 10, 2008, at 17:58:49
In reply to Re: What are events that occur into a breakdown?, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 9, 2008, at 5:15:57
Wow! That's some deep feelings there. I can relate to you though, it's hard to get anyone who has never had to deal with mental health issues to understand that sometimes we just feel "off" and nothing that they say or suggest will be an acceptable option. Hang in there though!
PAX
Posted by Racer on December 13, 2008, at 20:54:42
In reply to Re: What are events that occur into a breakdown?, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 9, 2008, at 5:15:57
Again, my perspective, nothing more -- but nothing less, either.
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> Seeing these post, i can see that this is maybe, "people dont know how to help"I don't know that this is exactly the case...
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> They dont know what to say.....that's life, people have offered help, i declined it, because the help there offering, isnt accecptable,I think this is more accurate -- what we've offered, you don't find acceptable. This does make me curious about something, though:
Can you articulate for us what help it is which you would find acceptable?
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> I'm fed with this therpist/psychiatrist sh*t, why dont i see a psychiatrist and tell them, for a at least an 45min what's going on.Good luck with that. The talking for at least 45 minutes is what generally happens with a psychotherapist, not with a psychopharmacologist. My doctor is unusual, he starts with a two hour session to get ALL the history he can. After that, though, it's 30 minutes of chat and med check, nothing more.
What exactly do you think you should be getting from a therapist which you haven't gotten to date?
What exactly do you think you should get from a psychiatrist which you haven't gotten?
>Therpist just "plan out hopelness" that's why i dont like them, seen 4. Fed up!
If that's all the therapists you've seen have offered, then you might want to find a different sort of therapist. You've never answered when I've asked what sort of therapist you've been seeing? Is this pastoral counseling? Counseling center at school? A PhD? MFT? LCSW? CBT based, or psychodynamic, or interpersonal?
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> No.....because the result, it will do nothing.See, if you go into anything believing it will do nothing, then that's exactly what you'll come out of it with. It's called a self-fulfilling prophecy.
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