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Posted by rjlockhart on February 12, 2007, at 19:38:21
I have been awfully, well not intesly but where im living at home is depressing.
I feel i dont have any will power or drive to do things i want to do. I feel i have beg, or ask over and over again to do things. I have gotten in many fights with conficting clashes with arguements, i mean yelling,
Maybe well, i have been told this many times before.
M-O-V-E O-U-T!
I have always heard the term respect your parents. I do but at the same consequece as to having to deal with this insanity that i live in.
I need will power bad. And overriding somethings that are values at home may be for my only benefit.
The enviorment itself is depressing, well i cant say exactly but it has turned into a place of not happiness. We have cats that stink up this place, omg i have to clean it up, ugh im going vomit just thinking of doing it later....
Responsibility is still a key essential to life, i have chores to do have to be done to keep a place going, living at home in a bad place or not. Still washing clothes, keeping things nice, i still admit i do have problems with that, but living with cat crap every where UGH!
I still clean it, even if i have to come in a space suit to clean up this crap.
Enough said, the reason im depressed at times, is because i feel i dont have control of my life, and im just drifting, and plus i dont have a therpist to even talk about this stuff with.
Ok, i have one imaginary friend, NO i dont see her, but i tell her what im going through, and i have seen progession by expressing myself to my own self! just through another projection. I usally talk to her after a bad day, because i have no one to talk to, but im litterly talking to myself and listening, and having compassion, and building CONFIDENCE!
I know that sounds really strange but thats how i have been getting through this with out a therpist and talking on psychobabble.
Please someone respond.
This is really long.....i know i dont know which board i should put it on.
Matt
Posted by rjlockhart on February 12, 2007, at 19:38:52
In reply to Depression in an enviorment with out will power, posted by rjlockhart on February 12, 2007, at 19:38:21
Posted by rjlockhart on February 12, 2007, at 19:49:00
In reply to Depression in an enviorment with out will power, posted by rjlockhart on February 12, 2007, at 19:38:21
Posted by Phillipa on February 12, 2007, at 21:48:31
In reply to Depression in an enviorment with out will power, posted by rjlockhart on February 12, 2007, at 19:38:21
Matt your Mom said Move out? What are you waiting for you're working get a roommate. Love Phillipa
Posted by rjlockhart on February 13, 2007, at 18:51:45
In reply to Re: Depression in an enviorment with out will power » rjlockhart, posted by Phillipa on February 12, 2007, at 21:48:31
This is just ridiculious.
I am struggling with bad depression but this i just read it again, its just ..... i dont know.
Posted by Alone on February 14, 2007, at 23:54:36
In reply to Re: Dr-bob can you delete this post, posted by rjlockhart on February 13, 2007, at 18:51:45
> This is just ridiculious.
>
> I am struggling with bad depression but this i just read it again, its just ..... i dont know.
>
>Don't be embarrassed about your post. I've been there.
The only thing that could ever give me the motivation and drive I needed to get me out of a bad situation was the right medication from my pdoc.
You may not be able to do it without the medication if you have depression like me, which after reading your post, it seems you do.
I have been where you are several times. Had to figure out which med to switch to after one stops working because I start sliding down into the darkness of depression again.
Don't feel bad, really. I truly understand.(esp. the part about family difficulties and chores when you're depressed!)
I am currently doing well on Lexapro 10mg.
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