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Posted by Maxime on July 23, 2006, at 2:58:21
I'm still here ... obviously. Still deeply depressed (nothing new there). Still not on any AD. Attempted to make an attempt ... but lost the nerve. Still crying. Still breathing (damn). Still starving. Still abusing ephedra. Still over exercising. Still abusing laxatives. Still cutting. Still not sleeping. Still feel worthless. Still fat. Still not good enough. Still want to die. Still stuck here.
Still.
Maxime
Posted by UgottaHaveHope on July 23, 2006, at 4:07:32
In reply to Still here ... still suffering., posted by Maxime on July 23, 2006, at 2:58:21
Thanks for sharing everything on your mind. I am sorry you are facing such challenges. Do you have someone you can talk to about this? A pdoc? A counselor? Someone from a church?
Michael
Posted by Phillipa on July 23, 2006, at 11:58:39
In reply to Still here ... still suffering., posted by Maxime on July 23, 2006, at 2:58:21
Maxie have you been to the self-esteem board yet? I think you will find that it helps you. Give it a try. Love Phillipa
Posted by Maxime on July 23, 2006, at 12:52:54
In reply to Do you have someone to talk to?, posted by UgottaHaveHope on July 23, 2006, at 4:07:32
> Thanks for sharing everything on your mind. I am sorry you are facing such challenges. Do you have someone you can talk to about this? A pdoc? A counselor? Someone from a church?
>
> MichaelI have a pdoc. Not much help though. He just tells me how tough I am. How I am able to overcome so much. I tell him how I really feel ... I don't think he HEARS me.
Maxime
Posted by Maxime on July 23, 2006, at 12:54:13
In reply to Re: Still here ... still suffering. » Maxime, posted by Phillipa on July 23, 2006, at 11:58:39
> Maxie have you been to the self-esteem board yet? I think you will find that it helps you. Give it a try. Love Phillipa
No, I haven't checked it out yet. I haven't been online much. But I will .... and I think you are right. :-)
Maxime
Posted by Maximus on July 23, 2006, at 15:15:06
In reply to Still here ... still suffering., posted by Maxime on July 23, 2006, at 2:58:21
> I'm still here ... obviously. Still deeply depressed (nothing new there). Still not on any AD. Attempted to make an attempt ... but lost the nerve. Still crying. Still breathing (damn). Still starving. Still abusing ephedra. Still over exercising. Still abusing laxatives. Still cutting. Still not sleeping. Still feel worthless. Still fat. Still not good enough. Still want to die. Still stuck here.
>
Salut ma grande,Hum. Je n'aime pas ça te voir souffrir.
When is your next appointment with your pdoc? I think the relation between you and your pdoc is broken. The best way would be to start again with another one. Can you do that?
So actually, you're on nothing? Not even on a mood stabilizer?
You could always try alternative treatments. We never know, they could work. Omega3, Magnesium, just to name a few.
Keep us informed about your situation, ok? Bye.
Max xxx
Posted by UgottaHaveHope on July 24, 2006, at 2:15:29
In reply to Re: Still here ... still suffering. » Maxime, posted by Phillipa on July 23, 2006, at 11:58:39
These peeps are on 24/7
Posted by Maxime on July 24, 2006, at 10:43:31
In reply to Re: Still here ... still suffering. » Maxime, posted by Maximus on July 23, 2006, at 15:15:06
Allo!
I see my psychiatrist on Friday. There are really no options where I live in terms of finding a new pdoc.
I am on a small dose of Trileptal ... 450 mg and I take a benzo, clonazepam at night. I want off the benzo and it will take about a year to titrate off the amount I am on.
I have tried alternative therapies and haven't had much success except in emptying my wallet!
There are so many things I love about this Province ... but health care isn't one them. I think I need to be in another Province. Although no Province has great health care, I feel that anything is better than here.
I was happy to read that you are feeling a little better now. :-)
xx
Maxime
> Salut ma grande,
>
> Hum. Je n'aime pas ça te voir souffrir.
>
> When is your next appointment with your pdoc? I think the relation between you and your pdoc is broken. The best way would be to start again with another one. Can you do that?
>
> So actually, you're on nothing? Not even on a mood stabilizer?
>
> You could always try alternative treatments. We never know, they could work. Omega3, Magnesium, just to name a few.
>
> Keep us informed about your situation, ok? Bye.
>
>
> Max xxx
Posted by Maxime on July 24, 2006, at 10:45:06
In reply to Heres link to online support group, posted by UgottaHaveHope on July 24, 2006, at 2:15:29
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